A closeted gay tries screaming with his mouth gagged. Can you hear him?

Banner photo by Eric Sizmore from his recreation of his coming out years.



My Navel
Friday, May 02, 2008

One of the readers, who has become very close over the two and half years of my existence as a blogger keep asking me to sent him pictures of myself. I sadly have to decline, but he was persistent. He asked me to sent him a picture of the part of my body which I consider the sexiest - this way my anonymity won't be compromise and he will have something physical to associate 'a good trusting friend' (I can't thank him enough for thinking about me that way). Well, at this point I ran out of excuses and I really can't decline such a sincere request.

Then came the hard part, it was time to decide which part of my body I consider the sexiest. Believe me! This was the hardest decision I have to make in my life, probably because I am not a mirror-freak, meaning- I don't look at my naked self. The reason for this I would prefer to give, with the halo of an educated man, will be that "self indulgence is waste of time, be happy with what you look like". But deep down I know a tiny bit of me was afraid I won't like what I see. So, it was kind of 'the day of reckoning' for me. So leaving all my modesty along with my clothes, I first cleaned my neglected mirror, scanned my body part-by-part with cannibal intent (which is normally reserved for looking at other good looking guys), and asked, shyly at first and then with increasing boldness each time, ..... 'Mirror mirror on the wall, which part of my body is the sexiest'.

Wondering where I looked first? Well, I am a man and obviously my eyes first fell on my manhood. It was polished and shining alright, but it lacked the glory I was looking for. ERECT! It went to get my attention but, aun-aaa, it wasn't working. To steal a phrase from the American Idol judges- 'it-simply-wasn't-trying-enough-to-show-its-full-potential'. Next stop was my behind, the whole package. But how do i look at it? and more importantly how do i photograph it if I do like what I saw? I stood facing my back at the mirror, well, my butt chicks were fine but remember, I said the whole package, and the most important part was missing. I tried everything, but then realized I have to be a 'Body Distortion Artist' (I hope this name is correct) or a Gymnast at least to exclaimed eureka! and sing the glory hol-....... oups.... song.

My nipples, my forearm, my lips, my neck, my feet, my thigh, my hands.... all failed my minute examination. It was only when I looked at my torso that I found what I was looking for. I find it in my navel. Yeah.. Yeah i know my navel isn't oozing sexiness, but it is the most precious thing in the whole of my body. Rendered useless only after the umbilical-cord was cut, it is a reminder that I once belong to another human being who love me ever so dearly. I couldn't think of anything else better then a picture of my navel to sent it to the friend who also love me. I have decided that whatever I will sent him , I will also post in the blog. So here it is.

Sorry about the body hair, I haven't been waxing since I broke up with AK, yeah!!!! that's right i broke up with AK...... that probably explains why I wasn't blogging recently... more on that later.

8 Comments:

At May 02, 2008, Blogger Crazy Sam said...

Dude, you know what! I love men who keep their body hair. Well.. that is a sexy pic indeed, thanks for showing a part of you. Are you sure you're 30? Coz you fit perfectly for a 20 year old! :p

And I'm really sorry to know that it didn't work out with AK. I hope you feel better soon. Hugs!

 
At May 03, 2008, Blogger Ho God Why Me said...

Same as crazy sam said..."Are u sure u are 30?". I knew u would be sexy, but this is amazing....!!

Light body hair fascinates me too...

Now I know u r gr8 every way....!!
U know i've been checking ur blog every day ince i first read it recently...

I'm sorry for AK. seriously...

Love u....

 
At May 04, 2008, Blogger haliaeetusguys said...

Body hair or none, you're just a great guy. Sorry to hear about AK. Hope things get better soon! - Volker

 
At May 04, 2008, Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey, i agree with the others, u MUST be verry proud on ur navel :)
its verry sweet, all the love attached to that place :)

ur blog is so amazing :)

im sorry it dint work out wit AK *hug* hope it goes good soon :)
take care

 
At May 04, 2008, Blogger Manav Desh (formerly Imphaldiary) said...

Sam,
I am sure I am 30 :)..... thanks.

why me,
Hey hey hey....don't jump to conclusions..... partial photos can be very illusive.

and thanks for being such a loyal reader. I will try to post frequently.

Volker,
You are a great guy too.... cheers to our friendship!!!

anonymous,

Yeah..... come to think of it... without navel every organs.. the heart, the lips, the sexual organs .... nothing will be there!!

 
At May 05, 2008, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi manav,
great to have u back, and with something more concrete about u: your navel. that looks perfect to me. just thought how it would feel to swirl my tongue around it :)

sorry to hear that u broke up with AK. hope u get over it and get on with life. Keep posting, because i miss u if u do not post for too long.

big hugs, and a bit of tickle on that navel.

albd

 
At May 08, 2008, Blogger Queers United said...

body hair is a good thing

http://www.queersunited.blogspot.com

 
At May 11, 2008, Blogger haliaeetusguys said...

Now that you have graduated from the "navel" academy and passed with flying colours, what have you got as an encore??? - Volker

 

Post a Comment

Links to this post:

Create a Link

<< Home